ETA:
i MUST do this. maybe i'll refine it and put it as deviation sometime.


i can be
your rock

return to me
when you fall
when you break
when you cry
when there's nothing left.
i can be
and i will be
there

i cannot,
as any brittle matter
be moved or pushed
as any brittle matter
i break


slightly different from real thing. but yeah. that's what happened. every time someone or thing pressures me, i obliterate them from my life. then later start headesking and wondering what the shit happened because i CAN'T REMEMBER.

i'm such a funky tea cup.

side note:
AHH!! YAHOO DELETED MY ACCOUNT THING WHAT the shit DID I DO TO IT?!?? *flips out*

i swear, i didn't spam anyone, or used it much. ok, i used it lots on a daily basis with only one other person. then. what happened?? aksyiwedeve *arsons Yahoo staff people's homes* WHAT HAVE YOU PEOPLE DONE?!?? MY ARCHIVE IS STUFFS IS IN THERE. *strangles something*

before i pass of as a complete psycho, it's time to be over and out.
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that's my self therapy line up there: keep going. stay alive kid, life ain't gonna pwn you just YET.

yes emo. stfu if you don't want to be nice. i'm a bite with poison.

so. i quit my job. good. no more annoying brain dead male species proclaiming his lust to me in various languages i don't understand. damn, only thing i regret is not stealing his ID number, house number and address. if i just calmed down a bit 3 days ago, i could have wrecked his bike too. |D

ANYWAYS *clap clap*

time to get moving. damn it, there ain't a lot a basket case like me can do without serious help but I WILL GET THROUGH THIS!! somehow. damn.

the bad:
[1] jobless.
[2] yahoo sort of is rejecting me?? my loginID and pw are right. DID SOMEONE HACK IT?? (O_O

the good:
[1] am. calming. down. somewhat. (>__<

and no, i'm not asking for help. i'm whining cause that's what i do.

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oh

DA NEEDS TO STOP BEING RACIST TO FANARTS!!! if ecchi/h fanarts aren't allowed, ALL ecchi/h arts aren't allowed. i don't just mean the anime, CG stuff, out goes the artistic nudes and all that too. (-_-

and really, miyanushi's ice lolly picture wasn't even bad! RAH. i stumbled on real M rated lolly pics and THOSE aren't deleted. WHIE?? where's the logic?!

ok, ttly signing off before i pop a vessel.