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breathe in, breathe out, keep going

Journal Entry: Fri May 16, 2008, 8:59 AM
ETA:
i MUST do this. maybe i'll refine it and put it as deviation sometime.


i can be
your rock

return to me
when you fall
when you break
when you cry
when there's nothing left.
i can be
and i will be
there

i cannot,
as any brittle matter
be moved or pushed
as any brittle matter
i break


slightly different from real thing. but yeah. that's what happened. every time someone or thing pressures me, i obliterate them from my life. then later start headesking and wondering what the shit happened because i CAN'T REMEMBER.

i'm such a funky tea cup. :paranoid:

side note:
AHH!! YAHOO DELETED MY ACCOUNT THING WHAT the shit DID I DO TO IT?!?? *flips out*

i swear, i didn't spam anyone, or used it much. ok, i used it lots on a daily basis with only one other person. then. what happened?? aksyiwedeve *arsons Yahoo staff people's homes* WHAT HAVE YOU PEOPLE DONE?!?? MY ARCHIVE IS STUFFS IS IN THERE. *strangles something*

before i pass of as a complete psycho, it's time to be over and out.
</ETA>


that's my self therapy line up there: keep going. stay alive kid, life ain't gonna pwn you just YET.

yes emo. stfu if you don't want to be nice. i'm a bite with poison.

so. i quit my job. good. no more annoying brain dead male species proclaiming his lust to me in various languages i don't understand. damn, only thing i regret is not stealing his ID number, house number and address. :shrug: if i just calmed down a bit 3 days ago, i could have wrecked his bike too. |D

ANYWAYS *clap clap*

time to get moving. damn it, there ain't a lot a basket case like me can do without serious help but I WILL GET THROUGH THIS!! somehow. damn.

the bad:
[1] jobless.
[2] yahoo sort of is rejecting me?? my loginID and pw are right. DID SOMEONE HACK IT?? (O_O

the good:
[1] am. calming. down. somewhat. (>__<

and no, i'm not asking for help. i'm whining cause that's what i do. :paranoid:

</emoness>

oh

DA NEEDS TO STOP BEING RACIST TO FANARTS!!! :angered: if ecchi/h fanarts aren't allowed, ALL ecchi/h arts aren't allowed. i don't just mean the anime, CG stuff, out goes the artistic nudes and all that too. (-_-

and really, miyanushi's ice lolly picture wasn't even bad! RAH. i stumbled on real M rated lolly pics and THOSE aren't deleted. WHIE?? where's the logic?!

ok, ttly signing off before i pop a vessel.

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  • Favourite genre of music: ... hardcore techno/trance, chamber/classical, alternative rock, ???
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  • Favourite style or digital art: whose?
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  • Favourite cartoon character: i don't like 'cartoons'!! @A@
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*Lawliet-Cross-Rue:iconLawliet-Cross-Rue: 1 day 19 hours ago
HEY, HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK!!
Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!

And if you get at least 10 back, you will recieve good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.

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=frozenpandaman:iconfrozenpandaman: 3 days 9 hours ago
Thanks for the fav! :)

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~liis5bet:iconliis5bet: May 10, 2008, 9:58:39 AM
Thank you :)

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~yogibear93:iconyogibear93: Apr 16, 2008, 11:05:55 PM
danske for the fave=]

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*adeb1113:iconadeb1113: Apr 16, 2008, 8:30:43 PM
:icongivemesmilesplz: :iconfaveplz:~ Adrienne :heart:

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*Busiris:iconBusiris: Apr 14, 2008, 10:58:14 AM Mood: Zest
Thank you for the :+fav:!
:boogie: ^__^

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*ShinigamiSquirrel:iconShinigamiSquirrel: Apr 14, 2008, 12:00:55 AM
*tackles* fufufufu >D

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=Amersill:iconAmersill: Apr 13, 2008, 1:10:14 PM
Thank you so much for the support :hug:

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~FightingSoul:iconFightingSoul: Apr 11, 2008, 7:59:49 AM
:) i confess; to a sweet obsession. i thank the fuel that keeps the fire burning. (^_^
*Shadowgrail:iconShadowgrail: Apr 9, 2008, 8:00:59 AM
Thanks very much for visiting my gallery =D

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*Inchelina:iconInchelina: Apr 8, 2008, 6:59:04 AM Mood: Love
Thanks for the watch~
*darkhelmetj:icondarkhelmetj: Apr 7, 2008, 1:48:57 PM
Thank you for the fave! :D And thanks so much for having me in your journal! :heart:

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~stalker-in-training:iconstalker-in-training: Apr 3, 2008, 8:53:14 PM
-___- It has nothing to do with IQ, just luck. I remember info that no one bothers to or long contexts from textbooks that bore anyone sane half to death and back.

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~FightingSoul:iconFightingSoul: Apr 3, 2008, 8:50:35 PM
^__^

o__o pink hippos on stilts. i lmost forgotten you have IQlevel of 200.. or was that 400?? @.@

He btter, you're one of his better creations of a human being. o_o the rest can go drown in boiling acid.

|D that makes the both of us. i felt insulted. the boss is sorta missing at the mo but the moment he gets back, i'm telling him to find a replacement for me and GIVE ME MY SALARY. >___<

aksbibded *wants to nuke the compy* error message: The page cannot be displayed
~stalker-in-training:iconstalker-in-training: Apr 3, 2008, 8:42:42 PM
*clings back like sex deprived crack addict* xD

Uh... no? Coz I ace all my exams even if I never attend my classes. Haven't you learned that by now? xD

God luffs me ^______^

Yes, because atm, we're working on shitty pieces of paperwork about raising my self-esteem. MY SELF-ESTEEM IS FINE! WTF IS SHE ON?! -___-

Um... [link] <t<< try that?

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~FightingSoul:iconFightingSoul: Apr 3, 2008, 8:38:54 PM
ok, i'll be home asap then. just dont freak if i'm late. o_o traffic and aunts are unpredictable factors. *:hug: :glomp: cling*

o__o wont you get in trouble if you miss too many and have to take repacements and all that?
and, eh, therapist lady can throw a hissy fit if she wants but ifs it healthy for you to miss an appointment? >.<

ugh, there is no msn in this computer and it overall has not enough power because though i type slow, the computer takes 2 secs to register my typing. >.> and i'm quitting this work in 7+/- days. i am actually to pissed to even word out the reason i'm pissed.
~stalker-in-training:iconstalker-in-training: Apr 3, 2008, 7:24:53 PM
5pm my time, after I turned back the clock an hour...

Me? I sleep. And miss class. I missed seeing my therapist today. Man, she was PISSED.

xD

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~FightingSoul:iconFightingSoul: Apr 3, 2008, 12:01:25 PM
*brain dies* did you say 5pm(your time Sat) or 6? @_@ akxsbweudbeieb *is confused* and what about tonight?

x__x it's 3am. i have insomnia-ish these days. *is going to look like walking dead at work later* how did you deal with yours? >.<
~stalker-in-training:iconstalker-in-training: Apr 2, 2008, 3:16:21 AM
*frowns* Can you come on.... Sat morning (this Sat) um... like, 2pmish my time?

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~FightingSoul:iconFightingSoul: Apr 1, 2008, 7:18:14 AM
you're online when i'm sleeping and vice versa! >__< time diff sucks no end sometimes... a lotta times.. all the time.. >__> so does the distance. *plasters self to screen* ;__;
~stalker-in-training:iconstalker-in-training: Mar 31, 2008, 5:20:40 PM Mood: Sadness
DUDE. Are you ever coming online? I MISS YOU.

>___<

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