~FightingSoul

want

i want to be far away

blink

as the raindrops trickle
droplets of worlds everywhere

breathe

a cold chill soul lifting
a draft just strong enough to..

wings

delicate and crystal clear
road to illusions (you've always known)

land

bright and dark forever day
(forever) there is no horizon

fleeting

like a dream it..
and you know it's real
it's always been.

~ende.

orz i'm sitting here (Near style) staring blankly at my screen.

trying to grasp a feasible idea to continue what dared, no inspired me to. feeding the fire of temptation from the beginning of what i wanted to do. LOL ♥

as usual, instead of a working idea, my mind slips into a different world. _{considering that it sees pretty much the same thing always, it's odd how the wordings cone out different always.} ;;;

*sledgehammersbrain* FOCUS PLZ! orz

sidenote:
dA has unspecified in it's country list thing again
i might have a crush on B♥ here's hoping there will be more books off him. like what and where he disappeared to after running away from Wammy's.



because MN is my OTP:

looking for a lovely MN fanfic fanfic that's cute and IC-ish? please read cloudcafe's Fairy Tale !! if it's your cup of tea, please also encourage her to continue the story! (^.^

ETA: mr. cool if you read this, i'm sorry for snapping at you.

i feel like a bit of my soul DIED at the moment. which is painful. (x___x frigger.

ETA(10.07.08): OMG OMG OMFG *SPAZ* AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH !! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH !!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!! XDDDD

MY AUNT IS BUYING ME LA BB MURDER CASE SO I WILL GET IT TOMORROW AS OPPOSED TO IF I ORDERED IT MYSELF, THAT IT MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT ARRIVE NEXT MONDAY.

ILLY IS A HAPPY GIRL AT THIS MOMENT.

BEE BEE BUNNY !! BEYOND !! I WANT TO MARRY YOU !!! *shot*

CAPSLOCK CANNOT SHOW MY HAPPINESS ENOUGH. XDDDD

THERE ARE ALSO MANY FICS I WANT TO MARRY. @w@ LET ME BEAR YOUR CHIIIIILDDDREEENNNNSSS♥ |DD

this is happiest i've felt since.. ever. idk whie. it doesn't make sense. BUT THAT DON'T MATTAH @TM. XD
/freak flood retardation
/ETA

22.07.08: to my ISP and phone service thing i want to shank you people. stop messing up BIG TIME with shenanigans! the phone is useless if it's ded. the internet's useless if every 3 times i click a link, it's ded. OTL it is big time annoying when CNN shows up in broken code or won't load (~_~

_{*is not seriously thinking of Card Captor Sakura "Catch Me Catch You".. am not no* |D}

a)Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal

Just post I and I fill it out for you XD
-taken from

_{LULZ i saw this on lj first, it's one of those online things that gets HUGE and spreads like wildfire. *amused*}

News
YouTube user's privacy may no longer be private. D:
cnet: [link]
slashdot: [link]

/srs junk

ILLY YO
she is relieved that fic writing is OVER, it won't be done again soon
she is a HUGE MN fan who's completely random. like. whoa random. random rocks. XDD *shot*
x (*`U`* *total MN shipper*
Illy got distracted about 27 times while writing this |D
it's 12.04AM 04.07.08 and iRPG is down
*lacks something to put here*

Club:

ETA (03/07):
fic is done. Illy is DED. may post here later. when Illy is alive again. (x_x;;
/edit

ETA (0845):
6 hours was a failure. lots more work to be done. *is n00b in writing dept* will be busy with sorting brain to making a non-retarded story until further notice/journal deletion.

/ETA

i.. may post something within the next 6 hours.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH !!!1!ONE!!1ELEVEN

against my own standards. i'm going to write one of the things in fandom that i hate most: Giving the canon characters a family member

_{PLEASE STOP ME !!1!} D:

just because this time, it's humor and not drama doesn't make it any better either.

<sub>i should be leveling Pokémon and raiding serebii.net

or reading Mature brain rotting material

LIKE A NORMAL FANGIRL/WANNABE-GEEK YES??</sub>

*goes back to writing epic!Fail fanfic of doom nao*

yes, there is blatant un-romantic MN shipping

(@w@ did you say ?? <--_{lol wtf}

the more i look, the fuzzier the edges. (<__< *some* pictures are obviously not this girl. others are real. so now i headache. and am at the point of not caring anymore. |D
anyone who's in the know about cosplayers do the job. those who don't will just get a headache from this. (==;;

i still stand by my points.
</eta>

hello there,
Anyone who has cosplayed before would know how much money and time you need to kill to get even half way decent effects. even us admirers with common sense do.

now you have someone who posts all these pretty pics in the span of two days. . . no. that doesn't work. why?

[1] where is this girl's friends? when you have fun with friends, you tend to point out who is who and all that, rite? a kind of tribute to the friend and fun time.

[2] why does her facial features change? (the eye, nose and cheek positionings shifted if you noticed)

[3] if you can crash cash for all those costumes, traveling and cameras, where is her subscription? _{yes, this is a legit question}

[4] someone, that is Akane even found that she doesn't know Korean. she says she's from Korea. wtf, rite? _{i have proof too}

[5] picture quality. elaborate pro cosplay + bad rez pics? is anyone WTFing yet?

_{dA has this "picture details" next to the Artist Comments}
[6] it doesn't help that there is no camera model, ISO, Shutter Speed, Focal Length, Date Picture Taken, ETC.
_{edit: i know details get eaten when picture is edited.
edit2: this point is weak, skip plz (x_x}

do we actually need more proof these are not her's?

actually, yes. (x__x we need links to original pictures, websites and/or models/photographers.

her gallery:

[link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]
[link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]

• know the source of the photos? report, please.
• know the original people who cosplayed? inform them to come dA (if they are not already dA ppl) to report.
• anyone who wants to flame can start doing so after acquiring proof.


get to it men! hound the scoundrel out of his den and reveal his unruly true face!

>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm leaving this job to y'all cause i'm still busy with setting Matt-III so he doesn't crash _again_. (x__x *is albeit very frustrated right now*

_{yes, i stalk Akane's journal.}


MN club i'm not active in:

shething's gallery is currently VOID. no more stolen anythings! : D

other:
+ i joined a club. it's now, i just have to submit art. one day. *dies*

+ Matt-II needs to be Matt-III now. this will be the.. 6th time i reformat this thing. *cries* WHY DOESN'T MICROSOFT MAKE LOOPHOLE FREE OS?! they know where the flaws are, why the heck repeat them?! PLZ STOP THE ANAL PROBE WHILE LAFFING AWAY AT OUR MISERY!! *explode*

+ my baby is the prettiest kitty ever. *biased thinking* pretty. . . ♥

</edit 11.06.08

dA took the stolen stuff by Akane down! if only there is a way to prove the remaining two ain't her's. (x_x i'm sure they don't belong to her cause those pics float about in photobucket before her acc was made!

i wish they can ban her IP or something so she/he wouldn't be able to repeat this offense. *headesk*

oh well. stuff taken down. *happy enough*

</edit>

Look:

[link] [link] [link]
[link] [link] [link]

we ALL know who's the original artists, if you don't, it's dear Akane-sama.

i'm like. really busy right now with headesking at universities too damn far from my house to get what is needed to report this smelly dirty disgusting piece of excrement.


> get screenshots of Akane's game DndPoisoned, your desktop included and upload to photobucket and report the little shit with the report button.
> or search online for anyone who has the screenshots AND state where the shots come from. etc


(e______e these art thieves are shameless fools.

if these people know English well enough, i'd force my morbid dreams and nightmares upon their God forsaken minds.